Do i exceed???

Haiz complicated feeling... I duno wat i doin nw is correct onot.. although it happened like wat i wan.. but i still feel like nt good like tat.. mayb dis kind of situation will last long or it will oso last for a short time.. i think i should appreciate it bah.. haiz..

I really duno la.. haiz.. actually i knw wat is happening nw and wat she thinking nw.. nw i can do de i think ny is always make her happy... thats wat i can do ny.. i sui enough la.. i dunwan destroy others ppl life.. haiz.. complicated complicated..

Someone can teach me wat to do?? Honestly i really dunwan dis kind of situation or feeling end so fast.. but would it happen soon?? i really duno..

If dis is a dreams.. i hope i won wake up... forever.. haiz..

Complicated feeling~

Today i received the information email from FrequenC.. Haha.. The result just like how i think.. Haha.. erm i think that is the best way and the best ending bah... I knw my weakness and i m ready to accept it.. Hehe.. I duno i will continue singing onot but i really feel greatful on everyone.. thx.. haha..

Finally got to sign up my tutorials class..

Haha.. the things i was worried all the time finally get to settle.. Thx to... I don't know whether i can announce his name or not.. but i really fell greatful on you.. thx buddy.. i owned you 1 time.. hehe... There still left psy105 tutorial class to sign up.. hope can get as the result that i want.. haha..
Besides that.. i hate to attend the pmg101 classes.. damn boring and that lecturer.. i was wonder how he can become a lecturer.. Sometimes really feel pity for him.. nobody likes him.. maybe it including me.. haiz.. Dropped me in a group that full of "stranger".. i wan my group member.. haiz..
MC100 oso stupid.. gave us a new "good" group member .. a guy that just know how to talk craps.. really enough with him and hope can transfer him as fast as possible.. haiz.. sad..

I hate gossips..

Gossips happened everywhere.. Even in the university.. Haiz.. How come humans are so busybody and creative?? Humans can think something that never happen in the real world.. Unfortunately.. I become the victim of gossips..

I really don't even know what had happen.. After i knew what happened.. It is funny.. Maybe i still can accept that I am the top3 (for some other reason) but.. Haiz.

Honestly gossips really harmless to me.. But gossips can make a normal friendship broken.. Maybe i think too much.. but today i saw her in front of kpd A.. She seems like avoiding me.. Seems like acting don't even know me.. Actually i understood why she has this kind of reaction.. It is normal and i never blame her.. But the feeling has change.. Because of those people's mouth.. Really funny..

Feel pity for her.. If she feels that this way wll be better for her.. i respect her decision.. And i hope those 3 8 peoples can shut their mouth from now on..

Really can't understand how those childish people's thinking..

I was so angry when i heard that that 2 idiots just fooling around and made people worried for them.. Really ridiculous.. Childish.. Stupid.. Brainless.. They thought this very funny?? What are they thinking in their mind?? I really want to know.. How their's brain function.. Is their brain function like normal human??
It really funny.. I still acted stupid and sent a regard message to her.. Really stupid.. I won 't so stupid anymore.. I know it is not good if i think like that.. But I really hope one day i can see them crying.. Because of break up!!! Heh!!

Rainy day.. Shock news

Today is 4th September.. Friday.. It is raining now.. It spoiled my mood for going out.. I had planned to watch final destination.. And also planned going to redbox for a 4 hours karaoke marathon.. haha.. I tried twice.. and it was fun.. I love singing haha.. and some of my new friends as well.. Finally i have met some one that sharing the same hobby with me.. haha.. It was abit sad during last time.. And the most important thing is SHE love singing too.. Haha.. I guess next time i have reason to call her out.. Haha.. XD
Still can't get used to KL roads.. Still bluring.. Haha.. Today heard that kang shin and kah lai are in trouble.. Couple's problem.. haiz.. it sounds familiar.. Problems, problems and problems.. Fight Fight Fight.. Argue Argue Argue.. Non stop.. Maybe i will agree with what kang shin said.. Single is always the best.. and girl's problem really can make guys cant breathe for a single moment.. haiz.. Hopefully they can settle their problems in the best ways.. Good luck my friends..

Finally i made my mind clear.. I won't get confused anymore.. Something that should be let go long time ago.. That is no reason for me to continue anymore.. Maybe i am stupid.. and i have decided to wake up.. Life still goes on.. Gambateh..